What you must do is attempt to do, first. Then when you realise you need that language, you gain it by aiming straight for the heart.

You should be aiming for language (knowledge) in an attempt to produce your own fake world within the real world. That will be fruitless as the world progress on its own trajectory, based on history and the homogenous field of the dominant agents.

What you must do is attempt to do, first.
Then when you realise you need that language, you gain it by aiming straight for the heart.
Strike with all your might direclty for the heart, devour it in one and push yourself in a deadline of pain.
That way you will jump five hundred steps above all others.